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Strength
Chapter 3, A Season to Sow
The
intention of this novel is to convey the nature and techniques of
advanced telepathy.
Whoever
believes in his name shall not be put to shame.
From the Natural Telepaths own version of the Gospels,
attributed to the Holy Spirit in St. Paul.
The affinity, or union, or bond,
whatever it was, between Darth and Mary was proving most useful. Deep
in his spirit Darth held a special image, an image of a bright light
and within an intense brightness like lightning. He used that image,
that memory recall, to guide him when a matter arose in Life in the
Spirit which required some most proper input from him. Mary it seems
also held an image she used in a similar way, an image of the living
Sun amid blackness. Darth's image was from the Holy Spirit, Mary's was
from Jesus as far as she understood it. It was the connection between
these two images that made Darth understand other things about his own
spiritual journey. For example, an early image he had seen was like a
room and inside large paper lanterns, spherical, hanging from the
ceiling, each well lit presumably a source of light inside the
lanterns.
Many of these hung from the ceiling. It was a spiritual image, made of
compact dots, but at the time Darth failed to understand what it
conveyed or explained. He had forgotten all about it until now, twenty
years later, as his soul was connecting with Mary. The memory of that
image came back, and Mary too caught a glimpse, and she sensed what it
meant sooner than he, she flowing softly, "dad, that's just Jesus
trying to explain to you that there are many Life in the Spirit groups
in his room - you know how he said in my Father's house there are many
rooms, well, the room you saw was his and it is in his room that many
Life in the Spirit groups belong."
Then Mary imagined being in their house setting, that old wooden hut in
a village of such huts, and she standing by the door of her room and
imagining Darth with her and she saying as she pointed to the door,
"its like this...this is my room...and you would not barge in if my
door was not open, you would respect my privacy, that is how you
are...perhaps if you thought I was sick or hurt and unable to open the
door from the inside by myself then you might open it and spy, but else
you
would not."
"I understand", Darth replied, "you desire that the Holy Spirit
respects the children of faith, the faith of Jesus."
"Aha, yes", Mary nodded, happy.
Bonnie, aware of the vision now, saw herself in the room and walked to
Darth, put her arm around his waist and leant her head on his shoulder
and smiling at Mary she said to Darth, "lovely daughter, is she not?"
"She is", Darth nodded.
Mary blushed and looked down. Perhaps feeling at a loss what to do or
say, she walked to the outside door and exited, closing the door gently
behind. She began to walk along a path. An elder formed near her, in
his 17th or 18th century attire, a rather tall figure, and he took his
black top hat off and held it behind him as he walked with Mary. Before
he could explain what was on his mind, the vision changed rapidly to a
spiritual image of Ancient Jerusalem and he and Mary standing outside
the city gates. The male looked about, scratched his head, "how can
this be? I sense the time of our Lord. You Mary have an inner light so
intense, the light of a true prophetess."
"I know, I do, but", Mary spun about, sensing, feeling, considering,
"my Father (i.e. Darth) is greater than I, but without me, he is
incomplete relative to humanity. In my telepathic father the living
flame of the eternal God, the God of Life, the God of Gods, or "the
God" as the Natural Telepaths relate to such matters. But that flame is
outside the scope or hope of humanity to understand, to love, to learn
from. On the other hand my God", she pointed to herself, "and by this I
refer to Jesus, is a God of Love, and Jesus was a man who knew the
nature of souls, the fragility of our limited human experience, and
many such precious insights into humanity. Let us face it, to my
telepathic father humanity, except for the children of God, is simply a
form of animal life that evolved rather poorly - greed, Ego, arrogance,
self-indulgence, no deep compassion whatsoever for others, such the
virtue of such life. But that was the point Jesus also made, that no
matter what a man is, if at some point in his life he has hope in Jesus
and believes in his name, he or she has a chance at eternal life, at
salvation."
The elder, hearing these fine thoughts, imagined sitting on a boulder
with a white notepad and writing down word for word what Mary had
flowed. She, intrigued by this, sat down next to him, "what are you
doing?"
"Remembering", the elder replied, "when moved by the spirit I talk at
our prayer meetings...I will to remember exactly what you just said."
The vision began to fade but before Mary and the elder could
reconstruct the setting of the village, Lana locked Mary's will and
Mary saw herself in a park sitting next to a woman, a most lovely woman
with long black hair and a striking female figure, on a seat in a park.
The park set on a hill. The vision strong and Mary felt a sense, a
sense of India.
"I am your mother too", Lana explained as she gave Mary a hug, "your
telepathic father does have three wives...a few others who are so in
theory but in practice it is only three, me, Lisa-1, and Helen. I
rarely wear Islamic garments in visions like this, but Sandra, who is
like the other side of me, it is an Islamic mystery, usually wears
Islamic style clothes."
"Yes, mum, Helen mum that is, explained all this to me", Mary nodded.
"Well", Lama stood up and Mary did, the two began to walk along a path.
Lana wore a simple shirt and a longish skirt and a handbag around her
arm. "I have a mystery on my hands. I seek your input. My will silences
yours and you will see a faint image that comes to me, and it worries
me."
As the two walked, hand in hand in fact, Mary caught a faint image of
men and women in Palestinian clothes with rifles and guns engaged in an
activity that looked like military training.
"That concerns me", Lana explained as the faint image faded, "I do not
like the implications of that...an Islamic Life in the Spirit group is
connecting through faith to us, to the new telepathic plane...but how
can this be? People in the spirit are lovers of peace, or
reconciliation, of reason. Sure, we explore ideas in strong words that
may seem like fighting or terror words, but this is just our way of
deliberating. That group, that Islamic group, appears to be men and
women intent on violence. Jesus came to call the sinners, not the
righteous. By that reasoning, it is possible such a group has a right
to connect with Islamic Life in the Spirit. What do you feel?"
Mary glanced at Lana. This was such a complicated question. "Yes, mum",
Mary replied, "I confer...tax collectors were despised in the times of
Jesus, as I understand, but Jesus called Matthew to him, who was a tax
collector, setting an example for his disciples - not to judge
superficially but to consider the soul and heart. In my opinion Jesus
accepted Matthew because the man simply had no choice as to what he had
to do, but he did it fairly, honestly, not deceitfully. Jesus therefore
concluded a man like that has a decent soul."
Lana imagined Mary smaller and picked her up and spun her above her
head, and put her down again, saying, "wow...and you are special and
lovely...and I do accept you as my telepathic daughter also...in the
last year the number of times I have given birth in the spirit, I lost
count, and each time I do, another Islamic Life in the Spirit links to
and comes under the umbrella of the one combined Life in the Spirit
group. I will accept that group also, whomever they are, but they
better learn to conform."
Mary imagined a red flower in her hand and gave it to Lana, and made a
curtsy, flowing, "I have felt the beauty and sanctity of Islamic Life
in the Spirit, and I know the perception and practice of Islam can be
completely at odds to Islamic Life in the Spirit...in any
case...perhaps...you and I have not understood the image of the
Palestinian group...until we can establish proper telepathy with them,
how they first come across may not be what they are about."
The two walked together some more, Mary focusing on the imagery. "Mum",
Mary's curiosity got the better of her, "I sense this is a real place
in India. Are you an Indian?"
"No, I am not, I live in Turkey", Lana replied, "but this is a memory
from your telepathic father's mind. He had been to India and to this
park and for some reason, at some stage when we dated together you
could say, this setting appealed to both of us, so we both tend to use
it often enough."
They continued walking, in silence, the Mary glanced at Lana. "Mum, I
sense you love my telepathic father deeply."
"I do", Lana replied.
"I sense this in Helen, an enormously deep bond of faith and love",
Mary said.
"She does, he does", Lana replied.
"But I do not sense love between father and Lisa-1. I sense a deep
respect, a deep faith, enormously strong faith, but not love", Mary
said.
"That's the same as love in Catholic faith, Mary", Lana replied, "a
Faith Marriage, which is what the relationship between Lisa-1 and Darth
is, is not about love at first, it is about faith...in time spiritual
love forms but its personal and between the two. You are only fourteen
but I will tell you a mystery. I know, and Helen knows, that when your
telepathic father and his wife of the faith make love, the experience
is powerful and strong and makes ordinary sex seem trivial. But,
neither I, or Helen, can come anywhere near such an effect. Helen
sometimes refers to Lisa-1 as Darth's lover not wife...in a way, only
Lisa-1 knows how to make love to him in a way that moves them both and
moves them deeply. The Catholics have a Faith Marriage Faith Path and
all the women who are wives assist one another in some matters - maybe
that is their secret, whatever it is, it is potent effect, that
Catholic love making at the will level."
"I see", Mary nodded, "another example of avoiding judging
superficially...on the surface who would have imagined Lisa-1 is the
most loving wife."
"Yes, something like that, not sure I like the way you said this", Lana
replied, a touch hurt by what Mary had said.
"I want Bonnie, whom I consider my mother in the spirit", Mary pointed
to herself, "to have as much of a marriage with my telepathic father as
you have, as Helen has, as Lisa-1 has. Is this possible?"
They had reached the end of the path and came to a great many steps
leading down. Mary paused, clutched Lana's skirt as if afraid to fall
down the steep steps. Lana sat down on the top step and made Mary sit
with her. "Well", Lana explained, "this is complicated. Lisa-1 is the
wife of the faith. She represents Jesus. Any woman of faith who comes
under the Christian belief system, is her responsibility. Through
Lisa-1, united in spirit and in faith and will, Bonnie or another can
be and feel a wife to your telepathic father. Helen is a wife in every
sense that means, through a mystery, she sometimes is in Anne, who is
Darth's wife in ordinary life. I alone am Darth's telepathic
wife...also an Islamic wife but that is...uhm...that was just a
curiosity with me, and your telepathic father did not mind, but an
Islamic wife is two women in the spirit as one, with Sandra being me,
the wife, at what we call the will level. You will meet Sandra at some
point in time. Unlike me, she does wear Islamic style clothes in our
settings. Life in the Spirit is a complex understanding, and the
relationships that develop are not that easily to logically decipher."
"I am beginning to understand all this", Mary nodded and leant against
Lana, "so you are my real mother in faith?"
"I am, so is Lisa-1, so is Helen", Lana replied, "but love, in ordinary
life I am also a woman married to the Qua'ran, not a celibate like
Lisa-1 but I have no husband in ordinary life and do have a vow of
chastity...Lisa-1 is a celibate Roman Catholic Sister...only Helen is a
real mother in ordinary life and she is an exceptionally good mother to
telepathic children...in other words, you get in strife with Helen and
it is between you and Helen, neither myself or Lisa-1 feel confident to
interfere."
"All right, I get that message crystal clear", Mary nodded, "but can
Bonnie then still feel the only wife in Quaker Life in the Spirit? To
act as a model of a spiritual marriage?"
"Sure", Lana replied, "but that is up to Bonnie and Lisa-1. Lisa-1 can
act to separate Darth from other thoughts while with Bonnie, so he can
focus on her as his only wife...Lisa-1 is rather clever at
this...Bonnie is not the only one...there is an Anglican Reverend in a
similar position, there is a Mormon woman called Jodie, there is a
Buddhist called Li, I am not sure how it came to be that Li also had
Christian faith, she being a Buddhist, but that is not that critical
really...perhaps Li simply felt comfortable with Lisa-1 at the will
level."
"So", Mary stood up and walked about, thinking, using her hands
sometimes to convey her thoughts, "dad, my dad, my telepathic dad, is a
touch like Jesus in that he has Apostles but these are called wives.
Jesus had twelve Apostles, all men, while dad has many wives and all
are women, all expected really to give birth to a new spirit that
enhances traditional Life in the Spirit and also unites individual Life
in the Spirit under a combined Life in the Spirit."
"I think so, as matters stand", Lana replied as she stood up and
stepped onto the park again and watched Mary as she walked about
explaining.
"All right", Mary said and for a moment imagined herself pregnant and
she touches her tummy, "but why then am I giving birth to the Quaker
spirit and not Bonnie? I feel the pangs of spiritual birth in me."
"I don't think so", Lana smiled with a touch of sympathy because
spiritual birth was never easy especially when a female had no male
partner to make it simpler, "my guess is Bonnie will give such
birth...what you are giving birth to is something to do with Jesus or
Mary, the mother of Jesus."
"Oh!", Mary paused, surprised by what Lana said but suddenly it made
sense, "in which case I may have to give a virgin birth without help
from a man...I...well...made myself a wife too with Bonnie, thinking I
might need to...to..you know...to make the birth easier...but I am not
so sure I want to make it easier...let it happen as it happens I feel
now."
Mary found she was spending
more time with Lana in the spirit than with either Helen or Lisa-1. In
a strong visual image outside of Mary and Joseph's hut in Ancient
Jerusalem, perhaps Betlehem, the sense of time ever so strong in that
the sense of 2000 years ago crystal clear but the location and other
such facts unknown, Mary in her usual long black dress with than white
apron-like front, was standing outside the hut focusing on all she
could see. Darth as a man, and Lana in a long cream gown with silver
specks, were standing in this vision near the hut. The imagery semi
life-like and semi-cartoon but of such high quality. Mary pointed into
the distance and turned to Darth and Lana, "I sense Jerusalem over
there."
The vision not so crystal clear that the "distance" could be made out
well - just shadows and faint shapes.
Lana asked Mary to sit down on a wooden seat by the hut. Lana in the
setting has the tummy of a "pregnant" woman. Mary touched her tummy,
"again?"
"Again!", Lana mused. "The Quakers are not particularly numerous in
ordinary life but their Life in the Spirit seems larger than life. You
know, those old-fashioned clothes they were. The other day in a setting
of our headquarters building, this Muslim scholar began to muse at how
a Quaker who had managed to form the setting clearly, how the male was
dressed complete with that tall black top hat. I had to laugh - this
Muslim scholar in his all white and ever so traditional outfit making
sport of a Quaker dressed in his fashion."
"That is sweet", Mary mused and learnt against Lana, putting her arms
around her, "mum, why do they say you...are not a particularly
effective mother in the spirit? You seem lovely to me."
"Well", Lana mused, "I can not cope when there are more than two
daughters interacting with me, I tend to loose control and let them do
whatever they want. Lisa-1 is a touch better, but she too can not
easily cope with too many of our offsprings interacting with us. It is
only Helen, the wonder woman in that regard, that manages to cope ever
so effectively. Among our kind, the Natural Telepaths, everyone who
knows us just thinks of Helen as the mother and Queen."
"Muslims call God Allah", Mary said, "it is the same thing?"
"Not really", Lana replied, "Allah as we have discovered refers to a
part of God that the Natural Telepaths know as the Eternal One, the
giver of life and death in a sense. Allah has inifinite compassion,
inifinite wisdom. Perhaps like Jesus had infinite love for the soul.
The God of your Father", Lana pointed to Darth standing near, "is "the
God", Life itself, but Life is more like nature, allows life-forms to
evolve on their own, grow and develop on their own. The Holy Spirit in
that sense is Life itself."
Mary turned and studied Darth, curious about him and yet feeling so
strong a natural daughter attraction to him. Mary turned to Lana again,
"I have spent time with my other telepathic siblings, because Helen
made me. Jarah and Rebecca, Sara, and Amy, were pointing out that dad
can have such a deep male sensual-sexual flow that it can bother them,
they can get this urge to use sexual imagery even at a young age. But,
they explained, when this happens they tend to flow such feeling to
Lisa. How can she cope?"
"Lisa is a natural daughter", Lana replied, "born at the age of two to
Darth and Helen. At that age a child accepts her telepathic parents in
exactly the same way as natural parents. Somehow she naturally
discharges such feelings so easily, sometimes by simply giving Darth a
hug, sometimes insisting on a pillow fight - a game they invented when
she was small. It is not natural to Lisa to allow her brain to think or
feel strong sexual type energy toward her father, and her brain somehow
manages to cope with the strongest flows that Rebecca or Jarah, them
too being the oldest tend to cause strong sexual energy sometimes when
interacting with Darth, and they channel these to Lisa so she can
discharge them naturally. Just being with her telepathic father, I
think, is all it takes sometimes for her to discharge these. If you
have a similar feeling, do the same, just flow it to Lisa."
"I will", Mary nodded, "I have not had...but this spiritual womb in me
frightens me sometimes. I feel I am pregnant in the spirit...but how,
to what, when will it end, I don't know."
"You are very different", Lana smiled, "you have the Holy Spirit in you
all right, the spirit of either Jesus or Mary I suspect, so you are
very much on your own just as your telepathic father was on his own for
so long, coping with what he was, coping with the mystery of God on his
own, coping with revelations in the spirit so deep some he still has
not worked out."
"That's because, I feel", Mary replied, "dad is attune to "the God",
the soul of God, which is intense and all powerful but it is a small
part of God really. Some of his visions he can never completely
understand on his own because they are from other parts of God...only
when someone like me with the Holy Spirit attune to such vision comes
along and locks his thoughts and such a vision surfaces, only then does
father understand them."
"You are so lovely", Lana smiled giving Mary a loving hug.
Darth and Bonnie managed to
consummate their telepathic and in the spirit marriage. Why such love
making resulted in a climax that seemed like a lightning bolt
stretching across the active dimensional space, the active environment,
and binding all minds and souls and hearts into unity, was a mystery -
but its effect potent. The Quaker Life in the Spirit used a technique
similar to Jewish Life in the Spirit in that women combined into the
one image often, and so did the men, the latter into a few distinct
male images. In effect, that meant the one woman, Bonnie, was with all
the women and thus the one "wife" of not just Darth, but the group
also. The men were likewise the one "husband". An innovative technique.
After, when in their strong setting of their bedroom in that wooden
house, both imagined dressing again, Bonnie said, "wow...but it felt
like all the men were having sex with me...that put me off...and it
felt like all the women in our group with you...that put you off a
touch...I actually want to work on this so this activity is private."
She sat down by the bed, looking with intent at Darth. "Okay", he
thought this over, "it can be done...we need to learn how other
telepathy groups secure a room when...when...there is this blending
effect in place."
Bonnie leant against him, put her hand no his, "that was special...a
man can not do that...not that climaz that seemed to move heaven and
Earth...only you can with a woman in whom the spirit responds."
Time passed before a strong Quaker imagery came upon them. In a room
like a school, in that same old village, many men and women now sat
neatly at desks. Each representing more than one person "online", in
the spirit, aware and listening. Unlike Jewish, Catholic, and Islamic
Life in the Spirit groups that took years to slowly get to know the
Natural Telepaths and begin forging strong friendships, the Quakers
Life in the Spirit managed to do this in a matter of weeks. Mary was
probably their personal secret - her soul, her spirit, was someone
all accepted as special, and because she took so naturally and easily
to Darth, all probably accepted him as one who could be trusted among
them.
The Quaker Life in the Spirit became interested in two things: in
forming their own magical and artistic spiritual imagery which was, as
best as it could be, visions of the life of Jesus and Mary and Joseph,
at true to the times as possible. The group could sense that Darth and
Mary, together with some assistance especially from the Jewish Holy
Ways Life in the Spirit groups, were exceptionally good at forming and
working with such imagery and visions.
Other Quaker women began to form "individual" imagery. Their telepathy
style was a mix, a blend of group telepathy and individual telepathy,
with the "group mode" dominant. In group telepathy many women can be
the one woman in an image. In a setting outside the village, sitting on
chairs, all the women dressed much like Bonnie, Bonnie was discussing
the effect the sexual love-making had. This was new to the group, and
the group as such could not see anything wrong with it, but because of
the blending effect there was a side-effect. In that for a time it
seemed to Bonnie that all the men in the group were making love to her,
and all the women to Darth. A slightly "off putting" effect - but after
some discussion Bonnie and the other women felt this was perhaps best
left as it is, it was not that much of a problem and it seemed to
achieve a desirable effect. Mary, the only child among them, was also a
concern in that she was only fourteen but she could not completely
block her thoughts from faintly seeing the love-making. But when Mary
was asked she said she felt she saw something wonderful, a woman and
man in love making love, and that it was not worth just for her sake to
spend much trime trying to block such an effect.
As the visions grew stronger, the Quakers began to experiment with this
new enhanced Life in the Spirit effect. The group was borrowing ideas
and concepts and techniques from other Life in the Spirit group that
they managed to briefly interact with, and in then had an idea. Two men
and women managed to form a setting much like what Ancient Jerusalem
might have been like, and one of the man sat in front of a desk in a
corner of the market place with a quilt pen and book in front of him.
He was trying to project himself into what it was like to be Matthew,
one of the Apostles of Jesus. Around him others from the group
practising to be in such a setting - or rather seeing it in their
thoughts but feeling as if the cartoon image was in fact themselves.
Some women standing in the backgroun would swap a baby in white between
them. Two Natural Telepaths, attune to this, quite fascinated by the
cleverness of the mental image, pretended to be two wealthy men now
with Matthew.
"Tell us, tax collector", one of the Natural Telepaths asked as he
winked at the other, "and why ought we pay taxes to Cesar? We are not
afraid of his army."
"Well", Matthew stood up, pondered, then stepped away from his desk and
with his arm and hand waving flowed, "taxes pay for roads and schools.
Your own children go to school I suspect. Surely you ought to
contribute?"
On hearing this the two Natural Telepaths walked away. When some
distance from Matthew, one put his arm on the shoulder of the other and
glanced at Matthew then said to his friend, "that one can sell with his
tongue...let us just pay our duty else he might talk us into paying
more taxes than is our obligation under the tyrant Cesar."
It was brief interactions of this kind which delighted the group. It
was more like being entertained rather than learning. As individual
members became more skilled at this, more complex magical interactions
of these place took place.
Mary was most interested in the history of the times of Jesus, in those
he had chosen as his Apostles. In one vision she imagined standing on a
sand with Darth, Darth in robes like Jesus might have worn, and they
watched an old Jew bringing nets onto shore from a rather poorly built
boat. Mary studied the man. His face had a sense of age but he did not
seem particularly old. His stature strong but slightly bent. As he
knelt by his net on the beach she heard from the depth of the spirit in
her telepathic father a flow which made her feel incomprehensible
divinity and desire, "follow me, and I will make you a fisher of men."
Mary faded this faint image quickly and imagined herself with Helen in
their telepathy house, and waited until Helen formed an image sitting
on the lounge with her, and Mary leant against her and explained,
"mum...to hear the depths of eternity from dad is terror,
incomprehensibe, I shivered as I heard this, I feel weak all over."
"Take your time to know your new family", Helen gave Mary a hug. As she
lay like this in her telepathic mother's arms, she heard the same flow
come into the depths of her spirit, and with the flow the words, "do
not desire me, I am the Eternal One, I am death to life that has no
spirit of life, and relative to your life-forms I am the God of Life
and Death. Do not desire me."
Mary, deeply touched by this, explained to Helen what she had
heard. Helen, slightly amused, formed a strong physical reality
of the Sydney Harbor Bridge. She used her will strongly on Mary, so
strongly Mary could imagine this particular vision very clearly - as if
she was there, standing on the harbor bridge with a woman. The woman
explained to Mary as she pointed to the arches of the bridge, "the
Eternal One is an eternal being, a part of God the Father...He is the
Allah of Islam...it was on this bridge when your telepathic father for
a few hours was as one with the Eternal One..touch his memories, love,
lock onto these when you are ready, and you too will touch the
Eternal One directly."
Helen faded this image, then explained to Mary in their house setting,
"your telepathic father adores his Father, "the God" in our myths and
legends, but he loves the Eternal One with a love too deep for words,
too deep for feelings. It was his Eternal One that forbade the spirit
in your father to perform any miracles on planet Earth. Little things,
like making you see writing on the wall, that's the eye of faith, they
are not real miracles."
Mary, carefully digesting all this, flowed to Helen, "mum, is that why
the Muslims do not believe in miracles? I think that is what I heard.
Perhaps their Eyernal One had forbade their prophet Muhammed to do any
miracles."
"Perhaps", Helen smiled, "but I am not so convinced, personally, that
Muhammed was any greater than any other prophet of old...that is, they
felt a touch from God but had to make sense of this themselves. It was
only Jesus, I guess, and your telepathic father the Holy Spirit, that
can channel through his being the flows from eternity and God."
"And Mary, the mother of Jesus", Mary decided, "she too could channel
through her spirit the spirit of God."
In this setting in their thoughts Helen had to hold the child for some
time until fear and apprehension in her reduced. After a long time, the
two just sitting, Helen flowing a loving flow to her new daughter, Mary
felt much relieved and sat up, threw her hands down into her lap,
lamenting, "and I thought I had a mighty Holy Spirit in me, the spirit
of the virgin Mary - but to get to know my telepathic father is like
touching God."
"Oh yes, it can be", Helen replied as she stood up and then, after
asking Mary if she was all right now, Helen glanced at her wristwatch
and excused herself saying she was doing something in ordinary life and
wanted to exit telepathy.
Mary was left alone in the setting of their number 1 telepathy house.
She imagined walking around, getting a feel for the house and the
internals of it. The vision in her mind was strong - she felt if ever
in ordinary life she came into this house, she would know it instantly.
Mary might have been ever so special in their hearts and thoughts, but
she was still a fourteen year old now using such high levels of
awareness there was a risk she would simply get very confused in days
to come rather than cherishing a religious experience. Helen usually
kept an eye on any of her telepathic children when their awareness went
very high, but if Helen could not then Lisa-1 and Lana did, often
together, neither having the confidence of Helen as a "mother" and
preferring to do this together if they had to take over from Helen.
It was Lana who sensed Mary's visions were now too many and might
trouble her. Using her will she formed a setting of her office in a
setting which was their virtual Headquarters building, a building
serving as a "core management unit" for the combined Life in the Spirit
group. The imagery close to ordinary life. Lana at first sitting at a
large desk then standing and walking to the front. Mary imagined
herself sitting on a sofa. Lana wore a white blouse and knee long black
skirt - and the moment she came to the front Mary noticed that which
most notice about Lana when close to ordinary life imagery was used.
She had a striking figure - her breasts slightly larger than most
women, her hips slightly narrower, her legs slightly longer.
"Wow!", Mary said, "what a figure."
"Thanks", Lana mused and leant against the desk, her arms crossed, "lo,
I will tell you a mystery. See the image of a Muslim women outside the
window?"
Mary turned to where Lana pointed. This office was on a lower floor of
a building with large glass windows. Outside on a small square area of
grass, the inner courtyard, a woman in a white Islamic outfit stood
neatly, submissively, with head lowered. "She", Lana said, "is also a
Holy Woman, a woman married to the Qua'ran, like a Catholic Sister in a
way. She found us, sensed truth in us, wants to bind with me as the one
Islamic wife of the faith. She can only do this if she can break
through what we call the Will of Allah. That is in a man, the most
senior male among our Life in the Spirit. Watch what happens as she
reaches deeper and deeper in spirit of truth."
Time passed, a strong tension seemed to build, a male figure in white
formed intent on blocking the woman from stepping closer toward Lana,
then a bright light like a bolt of lightning shone from her forehead,
causing the male to literally disintegrate in the vision, and as this
happened the light connected the woman's forehead to Lana's."
"Wow", Mary put her hands to her mouth, amazed at what she had seen.
Lana sat down next to her and explained, "she just crushed with her
will a false prophet. Those who aspire to hold the will of God are
almost without exception false prophets...only God can hold his will,
and to those he entrusts with it, they know it and they are different
from the beginning. Unlike Jewish and Catholic Life in the Spirit,
Islamic Life in the Spirit is lovely and fair and fine at high levels
of awareness, but it is also obstinate in some ways, and men always
attempt to block a woman who is trying to swap sides so to speak. I am
an Islamic wife to your telepathic father, but he is a Catholic in
ordinary life, so Islamic Life in the Spirit while content to be under
the combined groups, does not completely consider me one of their own.
That's the reason the will of Allah from our men in the spirit will try
to block any woman wanting to be as one with me at the will level of
telepathy."