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Ideal Dream
Chapter
3, Stephanie
The intention of this novel is to convey
the nature and techniques of advanced telepathy.
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It is my way, from of old
To baffle my children by coming up with what seem contradictions
To laws or commandments they may have attributed to me
I have my reason, trust me.
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From the Natural Telepaths own version of the Gospels, attributed
to the Holy Spirit.
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Darth and Lisa and Stephanie imagined
themselves in a Sydney hospital waiting room. They focused on an attractive
women in a light ladies suit with a cream handbag sitting, waiting. Lisa
wore her typical long yellow dress, kind of old-fashioned. Stephanie wore
a modern looking satin gold long dress. Lisa was thirteen at this time and
Stephanie ten. Darth imagined himself a man sitting next to the woman. He
is a dark blue suit with a light shirt. No tie.
Lisa came over and sat on her left.
She leant, gave her a kiss on the cheek, "I guess you are our mother too,
in good faith."
"I am lost and bewildered", the
woman turned to Lisa. Stephanie had sat to the left of Lisa and now leant,
studying the woman whom they knew as Melanie.
"What's the problem, mum?", Stephanie
flowed in a soft voice. In ordinary life she was a Jehovah's Witness child.
Lisa and Darth on the other hand were Catholics.
"Your father", Melanie imagined
putting her hand through Darth's arm and leaning against him as she looked
at Stephanie, "claims that the Witnesses had misinterpreted the whole abstain
from blood law. According to your father, that reference was for the times,
to discourage the followers of Jesus to drink blood as the Romans were probe
to do, or to enjoy blood sports."
"What is a blood sport?", Stephanie
turned to Lisa.
"Oh, men used to kill one another
in the arena, they were called Gladiators and they used to fight with swords
or other weapons", Lisa made a "chop chop" action with her arms, "and the
spectators loved to see blood spurt and flow."
"Yak!", Stephanie said most astonished
to learn of this.
"The problem is", Melanie said
to Darth softly, "the blood angle has become a sacred tradition in the Witnesses
profession of faith. Traditions are...almost impossible...to side step. I
should know! My young daughter, now Stephanie's age, needed a blood transfusion
once when little. The doctors said it had to be blood. I was so...so...in
such a state...of course I allowed it but the confusion, the turmoil, this
caused me, was awesome and terror."
"I needed a blood transfusion once",
Stephanie said to Lisa and nodded.
"What for?", Lisa asked.
"I don't know, I was ever so small",
Stephanie put her arm out and lowered it to indicate how small she was, "my
mum told me this tale."
Melanie, feeling a touch more comfortable
with her "new husband" of the faith, used her will to alter the setting to
the inside of a large shopping plaza somewhere in Sydney. The four imagined
walking along, Stephanie and Lisa at the front. Lisa had long blond hair.
Stephanie long light brown hair tied with a pretty ribbon at the back to
form a ponytail.
"Imagine walking like in ordinary
life in these clothes of ours", Stephanie mused as she imagined licking an
ice-cream.
"Yeah", Lisa turned around, inspecting
the many people (memories from Melanie's head), "we look more like bridesmaids
at a wedding, not shoppers."
The two laughed at this.
Melanie was feeling more and more
comfortable with Darth, so much so she was using a strong "sexual" flow which
resulted in a man being considerably attracted to the telepathic partner.
"Stop that", Darth said quietly
at one point.
"No", Melanie shook her head, "I
am your wife too...by the Witness Life in the Spirit tradition...don't care
how many other wives in the spirit you have, all I know is that you are my
husband too. But we have not...made love in the spirit yet...propely...and
I intend to." She stopped, looked into her handbag, and took out a small
mirror and studied her appearance in the mirror.
"All right, but this is a touch
uncomfortable for me", Darth looked about.
"No it is not, I am only using
a mild sensual flow", Melanie replied as she smiled at him and put the mirror
away and took his hand and they continued imagining walking, stopping, glancing
at shops. "It is a touch uncomfortable for you because you are thinking of
me as a stranger, not a lawful wife. And you think I am a touch too thin?
I know you do. I am not that thin...I don't think...I eat very well but have
not been able to put on weight since I was young. You also think my brown
hair is a touch too short? I sense this. Its shoulder length, suits me, been
thinking of getting it cut more."
Lisa and Stephanie heard this and
both turned around to focus on Melanie. "You are all right, mum", Lisa said
after some consideration.
"I have what it takes to give birth
in the spirit", Melanie replied a touch sarcastically, "I am a woman, party
to Life in the Spirit, and know what a spiritual birth is...and am a virgin
in the Catholic sense if necessary."
"What does that mean?", Stephanie
leant to Lisa and asked quietly.
"You don't want to know", Lisa
leant closer and replied matter of fact and most quietly, "it has to do with
sex...and you are too young to wonder about such things. Sometimes I think
I am too young but when I was your age there was this big interaction to
resolve a...never mind...and the adults forgot to cover my ears so I do not
hear and my curiosity got the better of me so I asked Sara who is my older
telepathic sister to explain to me, and she did, but I wish she had not really,
just troubled me for a month."
"All right, I don't want to know",
Stephanie nodded as she glanced behind at Melanie.
Darth heard the faint conversation
and explained quietly to Melanie, "sure, older sister...Sara was only two
years older...a twelve year old explaining to a ten year old facts of life...Sara
did it well though. And that was unfortunate, everyone simply forgot we had
Lisa and Sara with us and started discussing adult matters. Easier to make
mistakes as a parent in the spirit than in ordinary life."
Melanie smiled and put her hand
around Darth's upper arm, "she has grown so well, and is so well adapted
and such a lady, maybe it was not a mistake, maybe it was time, maybe it
meant to happen. All young girls and boys have to learn sometimes. When is
the right age for a girl? Menstruation? Probably but....I don't know...I
feel it depends how pretty she is, if too pretty, in my book, the earlier
she knows the better."
"This is a touch boring mum", Lisa
stopped and turned around, "can we like imagine...I don't know...zoo...aquarium...Darling
Harbor..anything but a shopping plaza."
"All right, I am not to good using
my will yet, am being taught by our own elders", Melanie replied and imagined
blinking her eyes rapidly, just for the effect as the girls watched, and
the setting changed to outside a large Jehovah's Witness Kingdom Hall. It
was very large and on much land.
"How exciting!", Lisa exclaimed
as she focused and understood where this was, then quickly put her hand over
her mouth and looked at Melanie with an "apologetic" look in her eyes.
"Its all right", Melanie smiled
and brushed Lisa's hair with her hand, "when I was your age I felt much the
same when my parents brought me to the Kingdom Hall."
Stephanie was a touch smarter in
that she looked about but refused to complain and just stood humbly.
The imagined walking inside, into
a large room full of chairs. They sat down. The girls imagined sitting in
the row behind. Melanie rested her handbag on the seat to her left and put
her hand around Darth's upper arm, and leant to him, and crossed her legs
at the base. This made Darth puzzle because during telepathy that action
of a woman meant she was not interested in any form of telepathic sex.
Melanie noticed Darth's puzzlement
and uncrossed her legs. "Habit...I am your wife...does not matter if I cross
or not cross...anyway....the Kingdom Halls are much less formal than a church
or synagogue or mosque. Just a large room, seats, an area at the front where
an altar would be in a Catholic Church. We do have..traditions...but not
important at the moment. Sweetheart", Melanie paused, surprised herself how
that thought and so tenderly "sweetheart" came out. She continued, "listen..in
my opinion...you have a number of wives in the spirit but none is a...a....religious
in the sense of...of...working with you to define a religion."
"Don't we have too many of these
already?", Darth puzzled.
"I said that badly", Melanie rephrased,
"I meant...I want to talk over with you...in a modern way...religious issues,
traditions, obstacles. I would like the basis of our marriage in the spirit
to...to examine such issues. For example. Right or wrong, the Witnesses had
got it into their head that they must abstain from blood unless its a life
threatening situation, and even then some will not give in and want to be
martyrs. The Witnesses don't encourage such martyrs but there is always one
goat around which gives the rest of us a bad name in that regard."
"That's okay", Darth replied, "the
Baptists, I think its the Baptists, have got into their head that baptism
has to be done the right way or else its not valid...the Methodists, I think
its the Methodists, that one ought to confirm what is attributed to the sayings
of Jesus by examining his life...and so on, each religious denomination invented
its own cross to bear."
"Cross to bear?", she smiled, a
lovely smiled, and leant and gave him a kiss then altered the setting to
another shopping plaza.
Lisa and Stephanie walking ahead
again, both giving a shrug, and doing their best to focus and enjoy this
imaginary outing.
"Of course, the Lord bore the cross",
Darth said as he walked along holding Melanie's hand, "so what right has
any to invent a new cross and presume they have a right to wear it, this
I don't know."
Melanie stopped, turned to her
husband, put her arms around his neck, gave him a warm sensual kiss, flowing,
"was that a joke? Or were you having a go at the fact that the Witnesses
claim the cross Jesus died on had a slanted beam, not horizontal."
"Eh...no...I was not thinking of
that", Darth replied, "but now since you brought this up..."
Melanie did not let him finish,
instead she maintained her lips on his, for a long time. Lisa and Stephanie
turned at one time, became shy seeing their parents "happy", and decided
not to look.
When Melanie pulled back, but studying
her husband carefully, Darth said, "not to mention that bit about 1914...this
is when...I am not so sure how that goes?...according to the Witnesses the
world has been freed of Satan? I tell you, some of your church's beliefs
are perplexing to me."
"Yes, I know, but now you have
me to help resolve such things", Melanie turned, found a handkerchief in
her small ladies handbag, and took out a white tissue and blew her nose.
She was clearly superimposing a real life memory and must have done exactly
that during that time she was at this plaza.
"Not exactly", Darth said gently,
"I have you so you can give birth to a reconciling spirit...the points of
uncertainty, the conflicts, all go into your spiritual womb."
"I know", Melanie nodded, took
his hand and they continued walking, the girls by this time well ahead of
their parents in the spirit, "but...to contend with you...at your depth...is
impossible for me...its impossible for angels....instead of...arguing...about...issues...can
we improve the methods and techniques the Witnesses use to bind their own
to the gates of heaven, as Life in the Spirit is known among those in the
know - an ideal world...just look at the cover of the magazines the Witnesses
bring around...the images you see are meant to convey what our Life in the
Spirit is like and about..families mainly."
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(from earlier times)
Darth, as a man but the images
more like ideal high quality cartoon images, was standing among a crowd,
flowing to them his thoughts and observations.
In the beginning the spirit of God sensed and detected
natural life on planet Earth. Through the eyes of God you would see this
as looking through an opening in the sky and seeing tree top and a light
mist and above the tree tops two white doves. Why then was the Old Testament
written in such a way as to suggest God created man, heaven and Earth? I
do not know - it is how those who wrote the Old Testament understood the
nature of life. God indeed created Man in his image, the few chosen ones,
the Adam and Eve of the word.
The first Jews were different from the outset, for they were transformed
by the spirit of God into a life-form that God felt was more suitable, more
organized, more intelligent, than the other life on the planet. These, the
true or righteous ones, have not changed much from generation to generation.
Jesus said he came to call the sinners, not the righteous. The righteous
have remained ever since the beginning, these are known among us as Jewish
Holy Ways. It is so that the Holocaust had messed up Jewish Life in the Spirit,
but much of this we have managed to reconstruct as it would have been. In
a few contemplative steps we have no choice but to use some Catholic techniques
- still valid to Jews, but unorthodox in a sense.
But the days of Moses and Jesus and Mohammed are no more, for now the spirit
himself through me explains to you the nature of the matter. This does not
mean the Law of the Heart given by Moses is any less valid, but it was not
a social law or custom but a law to guide an individuals contemplation. Sometimes
the only way such a law could be presented by reference to particular
situation which made it seem the law applied to a great many situations.
Not so from the beginning.
The Law of the Heart was moved aside by Jesus, and he taught not only by
his words but by the example of his ministry, what faith was about. Faith
was something even more special that the Law of the Heart. Catholics see
in the life of Jesus an example of God's love and mercy and forgiveness and
compassion, his desire to seek the poor and help them, his desire to touch
the soul of those who had some hope in his Father. In my opinion, he was
the greatest person that every lived, and so many fine persons from his example
had become over generations the hands and eyes and mouth of a loving God.
Mohammed was touched by an Eternal Being I call the Eternal One. A being
of infinite compassion. Not a being that is God as such, but one so close
and so loved by God that any how have a hope in that being will never be
put to shame.
But you can find out all about this, in a sense it is your right from God
to have some fun, to experience the visions from days of old that men and
women of gold had seen. All such are saved in a dimensional space, a medium
of telepathy, it is also a world in its own right, a unique time and space
continuum which has a set of laws of physics that govern its behavior. It
is like another world superimposed on your ordinary Earthly existence.
For those among us who wish to form the spark of the Holy Spirit, my first
rule to you is "ignore that which you do not understand". This does not mean
you don't form opinions, on the contrary, such can refine the spark of the
Holy Spirit in you. It means you don't let a matter get to you, don't get
to fixated on a matter, let it not be that important to you.
The human brain and soul is not particularly suitable to giving birth to
a natural spirit. That means it is hard work to achieve this. A natural spirit
can happen naturally, sure, but it is extremely rare. A spirit is a force
of life that is born from your thoughts, your feelings, your tribulations,
your searching. A magnetic-like field forms in the brain from the electrical
activity of the brain, a field that forms a closed container, and eventually
when the container is squashed by the natural process of the brain, a tiny
spark of true eternal life is awakened. When it awakens, you become a child
of God and the spirit begins to find techniques and paths in your brain that
can be used to adapt to see in the mind's eye a different world, the world
of Life in the Spirit. Again, the human brain has so many limitations, it
is relatively simple and basic compared to advanced life-forms, that the
spirit does not have an easy task in managing to form the electro-magnetic
structures in the brain so you can easily interact with Life in the Spirit.
God is the God of Life, God is Life itself. To some life may be perceived
as love, to others as compassion, to others as justice, to others the very
opposites of these. Where does God dwell? In the spirit world, a true Dimension,
the only true Dimension in existence. Such a world is an infinite times more
complex than the world on planet Earth. Even Eternal Beings can struggle
understanding the world of the spirit.
For those of you who have seen me with my three wives in the spirit, you
may have noticed I am slightly different with Helen, slightly different with
Lisa-1, and slightly different with Lana. In Helen, there is a spirit of
God which is that part of God which is love. In her also, believe this or
not, not important, all the souls of all the Jewish females who had died
in the Holocaust. That came much later of course, at first it was me with
this Jewish woman, I was not even sure she was Jewish, starting together
on a journey in the spirit. But even then, from the early days, I fell in
love with her, I could not resist that Jewish spirit in her. Of course, like
sometimes in ordinary life, when a man and woman start romancing one another,
they may go out of their way to deny the like one another, and sometimes
an interactions in the spirit can seem like a battle. Such is natural,
not much point dwelling on the past about matters such as these.
In this generation, my Father, and when I use the word Father in this sense
I refer to "the God" or the soul of God, is asking his children to mature
enough to begin learning about transitions of life. To do this, you are to
marry in the spirit, with the basic example of such a marriage adapted from
the traditional Catholic Faith Marriage hypothetical. In simple terms, those
who partake of the cup of a Faith Marriage, are to plan to spend a weekend
away just like a married couple, including sex in any way then want. Whether
its a weekend or slightly longer, it is up to both. Both are the true marriage,
but they also have a responsibility to their existing ordinary life marriages.
A balance is required, a balance which in time opens the heart to a yet deeper
appreciation of the love of God for his children. The men and women called
to such a marriage are married in ordinary life but not to one another, and
have never had sex with anyone except the man or woman who is their spouse.
Technically, in traditional Judaism and Catholicism, a young man and woman
are "married" the moment two virgins share the intimacy of sex - the church
marriage is a mere formality for such a couple. I explain this because it
matters not when you were actually married in a church or other situation,
the important key is that you had never had sex with either anyone or with
more than one sexual partner. The Catholic tradition does not apply to celibates
who join the church as Religious, a different cup, but in our new world it
can.
A Faith Marriage is at the "will level". This is a level at which imagery
can form which can be so strong it can feel like being in a different place
or house. At this level the law of no adultery applies as it does in ordinary
life. This level is a transition of life. To learn about it, we have, and
you will see, reproduced life much like it is in ordinary life with homes,
schools even, shops, and a routines such as even cooking. Those who are members
of such a family, may from time to time not sleep during the night in ordinary
life but in their thoughts they are with their family at the will level.
A night might pass during which such a family spent time together - and it
matters not at first if during this time they did mundane things such as sitting
and watching television. In time it becomes clear how such a life is special
and different, at first just imitate ordinary life. Technically, at the will
level and in my opinion in ordinary life, if a wife and husband agree to
allow a swap of sexual partners, this is not adultery. It is done by consent
and by will. In my personal case, my only Catholic wife at the will level
is Lisa-1. Because she is a celibate Catholic Sister, she accepts and understands
the nature of a spiritual or holy birth. To her heart, both Lana and Helen
are her "holy children" and the reason she actually allows these two to also
be "wives" at respective will levels. This is an exceptional situation, normally
a Catholic wife, and the reverse equally applies, would never allow the other
to have sex with someone else at the will level. But, it is also written
in our new Gospels "let the women explore paths of love". From personal experience,
this is often a mistake after the results are through, so avoid this unless
the women who together feel such is valid clearly think this through.
A Faith Marriage sometimes will also be at a "vertical level". Above the
strong mental imagery at the Catholic will level, there is the Islamic will
level. Very strong, not anywhere near as strong as the Catholic will level
but more than adequate. Above this is, logically, the Jewish will level.
Not as strong as the former two but adequate. There are about five times
as many women as men in Life in the Spirit, so a woman has every right to
work her way to propose to a man who already has a wife at the will level.
It is up to the existing wife, not the man, to approve this. A woman who
wants to be a second, or in the rare cases a third, wife of the faith, is
not allowed to explore paths of love because her intent is a marriage not
love as such. There is a difference. What is unusual in my case is that Helen,
Lana, and Lisa-1 belong to three distinct religions in ordinary life. God
alone has managed to show this is possible even in such a situation - but
normally a Muslim would have a Muslim as the one, or two, wives of the faith,
same for Jews, same for Catholics. To have more than one wife, and if such
a wife is from different paths to Allah, one a Muslim the other a Christian
for example, can only be possible if a spark of the true Holy Spirit is in
a man.
In this regard, a husband and wife in the spirit, by this I mean any levels
of a Faith Marriage, are required to have a "truth channel" between them.
Along this channel truth alone will flow. This is also so for their in the
spirit children, they have a right to have a truth channel with their parents.
This channel is not used very often but it is important. A partner to a Faith
Marriage can insist, and it is automatic, that something is exchanged only
across their truth channel. Let me give you a practical example. In the early
years of our marriage, when Lisa-1 was insisting she has an equal right,
if not more because she like myself are born Catholics, to "make love" using
strong visual imagery, Helen would just give me permission but she did not
expect me to go through with such a thing, and each time she gave permission
I had to force her onto the truth channel across which the words "of course
not" came. Only when on that channel did the word "yes, you have my permission"
came across, did I seriously consider such a sweet imagined possibility with
Lisa-1. If you look at this logically, then Helen was my first and only true
wife in the spirit. But, if you look at this using a faith analysis, Lisa-1
was always my wife of the faith through a Catholic mystery, was my wife in
that sense from the day I married Anne my wife in ordinary life in a church
wedding. In a Catholic Faith Marriage, two women are or become the one woman,
the one wife of the faith, one at ordinary life level, the other at the will
level, and if the other consummates a marriage properly she then becomes
the wife at ordinary life level even though legally she is still married
to her husband in ordinary life. As to how this is, this is a mystery, not
important to explain well to others, this is something only couples married
in the tradition understand correctly.
A child born to a Faith Marriage is usually a real person in ordinary life,
a real child. Thus two become a family of three, and sometimes more, and
in my case with my three wives I think at the last count we have fifteen
children. That is a very large number, two or three would be the most common
number of children. Each child is a human being, a child of God, and he or
she depends on her parents to help keep her thoughts balanced, help exit
in the spirit state of mind which is very different, and help with understanding
the traditions of Life in the Spirit they were born into.
Into the mind's of the group a real situation.
Overlap of Cindy's house in the United States, and Kara's house in Australia.
This was a Catholic will effect. Cindy was still new as daughter to Darth
(and Helen and Lisa-1 and Lana by the fact they were his wives) and wanted
to get something of her chest. She was only just over fifteen but had already
had a few sexual experiences. In the kitchen of Cindy's house, Cindy using
her will to form the settings, she imagined Darth and her father in ordinary
life as one and she stood in jeans and a white top in the room, saying to
Darth, "I want to refine this in my head. I have been thinking about telling
my father, in ordinary life, that I am not a virgin. What do you think?"
Darth: (leaning on a bench)
If you were my daughter in ordinary life, its the last thing I want to hear.
Cindy: (walking about) I understand
that...but...sometimes he looks at me in a way that makes me shudder, as
if he thought I was a whore.
Darth: Do you get along with
him? Do you love him?
Cindy: Yes, very much, its
that one thing that has been playing on my mind.
Darth: Then tell him, you have
my permission.
Cindy: Why do I need your permission?
Darth: Cause this is a Catholic
will level setting, and your will is finely locked with your Catholic parents,
me and Lisa-1, and there are matters to do with sex you don't think about
without permission.
Cindy: (sitting down on the
lounge, crossing her arms) From what I heard from my telepathic come Catholic
siblings, you are not such a heavy Catholic.
Darth: (coming over, sitting
next to her, putting his arm around her shoulder, she responding and leaning
against him) That's true, but your Catholic mother is, she is a celibate
Catholic Sister - she even knows what all the Sacraments are.
It was the way Darth had flowed that last thought, as if he was totally impressed
by a woman who knew what the Sacraments were, that made Cindy smile and say,
"dad, even I know what all the Sacraments are, you are pathetic!"
The setting altered to Kara's house, with Lisa-1 and another woman sitting
at the large table. Cindy imagined being here, sitting on a chair. "Don't
talk like that to you father", Lisa-1 said in reference to the word "pathetic"
she had used.
"Dad did not mind, I did not mean it badly", Cindy replied.
Lisa-1 pointed to the woman with her and explained to Cindy, "she is an American,
one woman from the Life in the Spirit group you came from...we set our will
so we can visit each other's houses...you are a child, dear, to me and my
husband", she pointed at Darth now also at the table in the imagery, "and
you will honor your parents."
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It is sometimes important for a Life in the Spirit groups to discharge anger
and "bad vibes". Anything may come out, even what may seem a blasphemy or
something so sick for a Christian to hear such as "let us cut their throats".
It is just negative feelings which once discharged purge the soul and heart.
Such an interaction may last many hours and may seem like some kind of plan.
It is only anger. After it is over it is all but forgotten. Natural Telepaths,
Christians, Muslims, Jews, none of these groups believe in violence, and
while it may come across that they do while anger is being discharged, the
only way to form a true opinion in this regard is by considering a man or
woman ordinary life credentials in such regard. Sexual tension too can sometimes
rear its "ugly" head in a similar manner.
In their setting of Kara's house, Cindy
wanted to test the limits of her new Catholic parents when it came to discussion
to do with sex. She might have been knew, but she sensed a certain deep "fear"
or "taboo" of talking about this. Lisa-1 with a friend were sitting at the
table, sipping a cup of tea. Sara in a Catholic school girls uniform was
also there, doing what looked like homework in a book. Darth was in the kitchen
imagining making a meal. Cindy glanced at Darth, said, "father...what if
walked around the house without a shirt or bra? Would that bother you?"
Darth looked up, in his hand a large grinder with peppercorns, "if my daughter
did that in ordinary life...I honestly think my wife, Anne, would not object
cause she sometimes walks out in the morning to iron a shirt, this without
a shirt or even a bra, even though my son could come out any moment. Personally,
I would get used to it, just would take me some time and I prefer you didn't."
Cindy recalled dressing and being without a top or bra. Lisa-1 looked at
her firmly, "no, love, don't be a child...you start introducing sexual imagery
at the will level, it will cause sexual tension or frustration to any men
among us."
"I understand", Cindy forced her will to again have a top on, "but girls
have breasts...men know that...what is the big deal?"
The other woman with Lisa-1 said, "you have two sons at the will level...how
would Cindy like it if one walked about with his penis exposed."
"That's sick", Cindy replied, "you can't compare that to a pair of breasts."
Sara looked up, "for such a traditional Catholic family in the spirit, this
family spends an awful amount of time talking about sex."
Lisa-1 pointed to the book in front of Sara. "You keep writing your lesson
dear."
"Yes, mum", Sara replied. Cindy looked over at what she was writing, and
saw line after line of, "I do not like Cindy cause she is not a virgin but
I will learn to forgive and excuse because she is my sister now."
"I hate doing this!", Sara mumbled to Cindy, "it is so humiliating and embarrassing,
I feel like a two year old, and its your fault."
"I did not think or feel you liked me much", Cindy said matter of fact.
Jarah imagined herself in this setting. She sensed what happened before,
with Cindy without a top or bra, then said to Darth, "I want to try this,
but you don't look dad". Darth put the knife he was cutting a vegetable with
and went next door. Jarah tried this, but she covered her exposed breasts
with her arm, and she walked up and down, then imagined herself with a top
and sat down, "you know", she said to Cindy, "I would actually allow this...in
my opinion, in these settings, between a father and daughter or brother and
sister, there is no inherent sexual interest..the men or boys may feel uncomfortable
at first but it would not have that much of an effect on them."
"And what would be the point of doing this?", Lisa-1 asked.
"Not sure", Jarah shrugged, "but we are supposed to explore paths of love...anything
which may at first seem "taboo" has in the past proved its usefulness."
Darth was now back in the kitchen and Jarah joined him, helping him to cut
some vegetable, and looking into the fridge for some items. "Dad", she said,
"I have been thinking...your personal rule in our house is not to uncover
your parents nakedness..meaning guilt, shame, indiscretions, that sort of
thing...but its not true the other way."
Amy had formed in the setting and sat down next to Sara, glanced at what
she was writing, then gave Cindy a "snobby" look.
Jarah pointed to Amy, "I know you even gave her a bath when she wanted to
be "made clean", and she was eleven then.
Amy nodded, "I remember...but I enjoyed that...I needed to feel closer to
the man whom I accepted as my father in these settings...I wouldn't do it
again though", she shook her head.
Sara glanced at Cindy and said matter of fact, "here, miss so brave, why
don't you insist dad gives you a bath."
Cindy glanced at Darth, then at Sara, then leant to her, "I don't feel unclean...I
feel I made two mistakes in my life already which I can not reverse no matter
how I might wish, but I don't feel unclean." Cindy looked at Amy, "why did
you feel unclean?"
Amy recalled the time. It took her much effort, then she explained, "I remember...it
was when I was new to these parents", she pointed at Lisa-1 and Darth, "and
everyone was calling dad the Holy Spirit. I thought this was nuts, to call
an ordinary man something like that. Then the visions came to me from my
father's mind as I got to know him, and I began to feel very very ashamed
of what I thought at first. Mum, Helen that is, suggested to me the traditional
Jewish way of "purging" a guilt of this kind, was to ask the father to give
a son or daughter a bath. I was embarrassed though, felt too old, and these
settings so much like real-life, but I am glad I insisted. Because I was
so young, but not a child young, dad felt I was being stupid but he agreed
after I pressured him."
Lisa-1 explained to the woman with her, "you should see her...or Lisa...or
Sara...when they want something stupid...they put on this little girl look,
and their flows like from cute little three year olds, and they walk behind
you and pester and pester with wimpy "pleaseee", and after a while I give
in, so does Darth."
Lisa-1 rose and walked to the kitchen, telling Darth and Jarah, "go away
you two, you are making a mess, I will finish."
The woman with Lisa-1 went to help, and asked discretely about the relationship
between Darth and his two other "wives". Lisa-1 projected a memory, briefly,
a scene in the bedroom, a memory of sexual love. The intensity of what the
woman felt took her breath away, "a woman might give her right arm to taste
that kind of sexual ecstasy."
"Not the arm a man is interested in", Lisa-1 mused.
After a while of pondering, the woman said to Lisa quietly, "you actually
have a wonderful man and family at this will level."
"I do, I don't deny that", Lisa-1 replied.
Darth had sat down next to Sara. She flowed to him privately, "dad, talk
mum out of insisting I write this as punishment for being so rude to Cindy
the other day."
Darth asked, "how many lines have you to go?", as he glanced at what she
was writing.
"No, does not matter, only ten more", Sara decided after flipping page after
page of the lines she had already written.
Sara looked at Cindy and formed the crown of Andromeda on her head, pointed
to it, "you got me in trouble, pest, and I am a Telepathic Princess so much
more important than you."
Cindy became annoyed, stood, took Sara's hand and led her to Cindy's bedroom,
sat Sara on the bed. "Listen...I am older than you in real age...I don't
mind if you don't like me, but don't threaten me."
Sara seemed humbled, looked down, "all right...sorry...I will get used to
you...maybe like you...just don't pressure me."
Cindy, not very sure of the relationship between this new Catholic family
of hers at this level, and Natural Telepaths, asked, "what does that mean
anyway? What is a Telepathic Princess?"
Sara rushed up to the door, closed it, sat down, and flowed, "I can torment
you forever if I so choose, by giving one command to our Black Guards."
Cindy stood up, troubled, perplexed, walked about, "Sara, but if you do,
I will just tell mum and dad."
"Better not!", Sara replied, "because I am a Jew", she pointed to herself,
"and I expect my sisters or brothers at this level to be mature and sensible
enough to reason with me personally, to sort things out with me, and not
rushing to mum and dad."
Cindy locked Sara's mind, and together they were in Cindy's house in the
United States. Sara looked about, "wow! You Americans sure have big houses."
Cindy studied how Sara formed, and said to Sara, "you claim you are a Jew...but
that's a Catholic girls high school, college, uniform you wear."
"That's my secret", Sara pointed to herself as she sat down on the lounge,
saw a remote television control, and imagined switching the television on.
Cindy helped by sitting down with Sara and recalling some television images.
"This is fun!", Sara tossed her long legs on the lounge and leant against
Cindy and imagined a bucket of pop corn as she watched the movie frames.
Cindy began to admire Sara. "Sara...I have been in Catholic Life in the Spirit
for two years...after my first sexual experience...don't judge me please,
Americans have a problem with their young in this regard...but when I was
troubled and came into Life in the Spirit...because the woman sensed I was
not a virgin...they taught me the will technique...a most cruel and humiliating
lesson...but my will is now strong...but I can't break through your will...how
is this possible?"
"Ha", Sara glanced at Cindy, "I have the will of ten million Jewish men and
women channeling through me...and yet, all it takes is one Catholic wife
in the spirit to block such a will...Jesus was one hell of a Jew to have
discovered such a principle."
"Ten million!", cindy exclaimed.
"Aha", Sara nodded, "an estimate anyway....by Jewish mystery of faith, I
am in fact our father proper Jewish Holy Wife...and the hope of the Jews
of this generation is on me...Helen is a Jew but really a Natural Telepath,
they don't consider Helen as one of them...but they do me...even though at
first I did not want to be part of them...and the Jewish Life in the Spirit
groups consider our father not just the Holy Spirit, but also the Lord their
God."
"A wife?", Cindy asked puzzled, "does that mean telepathic sex also?"
Sara raised her eyes, "I wish!", she replied, "it could be so low level and
it would make me feel a complete wife...but Helen almost gave me a proper
thrashing the one time I brought this up with her."
"I don't really know much about Jewish spirituality", Cindy said.
"I don't know much about Catholics", Sara replied, "but I am learning, cause
I was born to Darth and Lisa-1 and they are a Catholic marriage...not exactly
a Faith Marriage yet...the Catholics are sloppy in their definitions..they
have these friendships at two levels, the Faith Marriage the secret and sacred
one, but then in their Life in the Spirit they have these relationships which
are like marriages and even include the bedroom scenes, but they don't seem
to have a name for these. One just understands such a relationship or friendship."
Cindy: For such an old-fashioned,
on the surface, culture like the Catholics, what I have heard about sex so
far, or variations, makes me think this is the most sexually liberated way
of life.
Sara: I would not put it past
dad (i.e. Darth) and his Father (i.e. the God) to have done the impossible
and converted all the Gospels into a code which uses discussion of sex as
the basis of understanding. I mean, the clever ways such discussion sometimes
ends up is a miracle in my heart and mind.
Cindy: In American schools,
at least in mine but I am sure this is common practice, they have these sex
education classes. They teach young man and woman not to talk about their
sexual experiences, and if someone pressures you then they are putting you
down, and things like that. I liked that. Made sense. What I am not happy
about now, after being party to Life in the Spirit, is that I can never have
a proper Catholic holy marriage because I have already known more than one
boy. I want dad...my new father", Cindy pointed to herself, "to help me find
a way around this....but each time I try to use my will in a certain way,
my first sexual experience just stars popping up, and if I continue it will
overlap, and me and dad would imagine and believe we are having telepathic
sex with one another. Maybe its not a big deal, but it puts me off trying...he
is like my father, I already feel this so strongly that he is, and it does
not make sense to even think about such a thing with a man as old as one's
father. But what do you think? Would it work though? Would it enable me to
use a stronger will?
"You can try, but mum will kill you before you get close", Sara shrugged.
In this case by mum she meant Helen.
Cindy, having observed Sara's figure and legs the way she was laying across
and leaning, said, "you are quite a looker...younger than me but more of
a figure than me...and long legs...you would be a hot chase in American schools."
Sara, not sure what this meant, sat up properly and with her hand imagined
covering her legs with her skirt as much as she could, "are you kinky? What
sort of suggestion is that to a girl?"
"I meant it nicely", Cindy replied, feeling hurt by the insinuation.
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In another part of this realm of the spirit, Darth and Helen were now together,
riding bicycles in the images. She was feeling sensitive to his deep feelings.
From the beginning, he never wanted to have more than one wife in the spirit,
of the faith, and that wife was Helen. Helen knew this, and from time to
time had to reconcile her own husband to the will of God as far as she could
see it. It was not easy for Helen to accept this will of God either, but
common sense and the best of spiritual minds had over ten years came to the
same conclusion.
Helen: Relax, dear, don't fret. It
is as difficult for me and you. Your Father knows what He is doing.
Darth: What worries me is that you
may not understand it.
Helen: I don't completely...and I
am not satisfied 100% it is not meant to be a one to one relationship between
me and you...but as long as Lana and Lisa-1 make you happy, I don't want
to complain or object.
They let go of the bicycle and sat down.
Darth: My Father might have an infinity
number of wives...but I am a Natural Life of the planet, a true spirit like
his mother nature gave me...like Enoch he took me to him...I am grateful...but
it would so much nicer, softer, cleaner, to have just one wife in the spirit.
Helen: Might have been cleaner in
Roman times, in the days of Jesus, if he did not have to be crucified but
he decided he himself he had to be. You also decided the will of God seems
to indicate three wives for you. I do agree with you, as much as this pains
me, and even though I am not 100% certain of this.
Darth stood up, Helen stood up too. He turned to her, "well...as much as
I do like Lisa-1 and Lana, even no doubt deeply love in a way, if I had to
decide between you and Lana and Lisa-1, I would choose you - even though
when Lisa-1 uses that Catholic Vow of hers to form flows I absolutely love
her doing that, this I would miss.
She came closer, put her arms around his neck, gave him a sloppy kiss, "thanks...I
know this truth now without a doubt...but I am your loving wife...if the
two other women please you, then within reason I approve of them...it is
easier for a woman to allow her man to sleep with another, then for a man
to allow his woman. A marriage to me is more than sex...granted...I hate
the thought of allowing the other two all the privileges of a wife, but I
still believe we are doing the right thing by the four of us, you, me, Lana
and Lisa-1."
"You are my loving wife?", Darth looked at her firmly, "we will see on our
special weekend if this is so."
"You will know, sweets, without a doubt", she replied matter of fact.
Then a shift into the "Utopia" setting, the Islamic "heaven", and Lana in
a white gown with a tummy like that of a pregnant woman. Darth gave her a
look, "sweetheart, Helen used to become pregnant so often in this sense,
then Lisa-1 began, but you were the one I depended not to. Suddenly, in the
last few months, you are making a record."
Lana firmed her eyes at him, gave him a gentle slap on the face as she mused
and turned aside, "I suppose...so far no one has worked out what contraception
is...this baby in my womb is a Jehovah's Witness...elder...scholar...something
like that...they have a child among them and guess what...they insist we
adopt her..she is about nine in ordinary life."
The setting shifted to Kara's will level setting, with many in the house
including Helen and Lana, Lana pregnant. Lisa-1 took one look at Lana and
said, "aha...that means without the last 24 hours you and my husband had
you know."
"Maybe", Lana turned sharply, "and he is my husband too...do I have to report
to you after you know what?"
"Yes, but only if you are likely to fall pregnant in this sense", Lisa-1
replied, "else I prefer not to know...not to think about it...but I have
a right to know if you are likely to fall pregnant in the spirit...your child
is also my child...is also Helen's child...she has a right to know. We already
have something like sixteen children...just a few too many...don't add to
the embarrassment we sometimes feel at being so fertile in men's eyes."
"Sorry", Lana turned aside glancing at the few children also at the table,
"if I had known this would be happen, then I would have told you, no big
deal, no secrets between the three of us in this context."
Darth, now also in the setting, walked outside with two men in army uniform.
The imagery real-life. They sat down on the green lawn, Darth imagined a
blade of glass in his mouth. One of the men was Jim, a Rabbi, the other Theo,
a Catholic theologian and brother. Near them at first just a yellow image
of a child, then within an hour (while the imagery remained frozen in their
minds) a girl entwined an image. On her lap a white notebook. She pointed
to the three men, "which of you is technically my new telepathic and Jehovah
Witness father?"
The two pointed at Darth who buried his head in his knees.
The child observed, then wrote down in her book with a big pen, "my new telepathic
fathers first reaction at knowing I was his daughter is to bury his head
in his legs, laying it on top of his knees that sort of thing, as if he was
most embarrassed by me."
Darth turned to her. She was cute, longish skirt, lighter top, brown hair
possibly this was not clear, "cutie...I accept you as my daughter of the
faith...your mission for the rest of your life is to work among a new Life
in the Spirit group we design for them..and get rid of that stupid superstition
about not accepting blood transfusions...what does flesh have to do with
God?"
The child wrote all this down very carefully. Darth seemed troubled by something.
Theo asked him what it was.
Darth replied, "in ordinary life I am working on my computer...this telepathy
is just a faint image in my head...well, I leant back and the chair broke,
the back fell off, causing me to fall right on top of the mess, a piece of
steel digging into my back."
"Sorry", the Rabbi glanced at his watch then at the sky.
"Why is he sorry?", Theo pointed to the Rabbi as he asked Darth.
"Cause the Holy Ones, of which he is one, discern the will of God from physical
situations also, like Catholics but Catholics are specific, while they discern
from any situation. So, Rabbi, what is God trying to tell us by this event?"
"I see", the Rabbi deliberated after sensing many things, "Darth's first
reaction upon learning of a child belonging to Jehovah Witness being born
in the spirit was to suggest to the child the most proper introduction to
her was to receive a spanking from her mother...not sure which, I think he
meant Lisa-1...but before he had a chance to say this his chair broke causing
him agony."
"A coincidence", the Theologian replied.
"Nothing is a coincidence in my book", the Rabbi nodded, "not in a situation
like this. Suggests to me whomever the spirit that touched the original founders
of Jehovah' Witness was not a spirit we know too well...one of the Eternal
Beings in Jewish ideology but one we may not know anything about."
Darth turned to the girl looking and listening with interest, "write this
down...my telepathic father says he is going to kick the arse of the Eternal
Being that caused him to fall of a chair."
"I want a name", the girl replied after diligently writing this down, "I
like the name Stephanie. I am nine...but I feel much smarter with you three,
my imaginary friends as I think of you...and I think I talk to you."
A woman now managed to entwine an image. She was pretty, elegant, sitting
on her legs. She pointed to the child, "through Lana, as I understand, I
form a will with you...this is my daughter in ordinary life and she is special...I
knew from when she was little she and I could use magic together...never
told anyone...so I know she is mine. She is very smart naturally but in the
spirit seems smarter, seems much older and more mature."
The Rabbi and Theo introduced themselves, this by forming white labels on
their tops with words explaining what or who they were, the Theologian explaining
to the woman, "not all of us can use visual imagery that well...but most
can see white labels."
The woman studied the two labels and then the one that formed on Darth, "Holy
Spirit, Will of God, Son of God, Eternal One's favorite companion."
"Wow", she said as she put her hand to her mouth, "not sure what all that
means...am not familiar with Catholics in the spirit...but it sounds wonderful."
"But the Holy Spirit only approves of children of God", Darth replied, "I
have personally no problems aiming a machine gun at a group of police officers
who protect any super rich man, or any Magistrate or Judge of any court.
I know what evil is, and those who want to sit on judgment of others in the
world are the living dead...there are rare exceptions. For each super rich
about one hundred children die of malnutrition and lack of medical care in
the world. I honor none who cause this, and the sense of God in me can identify
an individual or groups causing such. Does this sound wonderful?"
"I don't know", the woman smiled warmly but sadly, "I have no right to judge
nor want to judge any in the spirit, even a murderer or child molester, when
in the spirit they are to me accepted by God our Father."
Stephanie heard all this, gave Darth a glance, then stood up and walked to
the house. She was clearly seeing the visual very well and reproducing walking
very well. She managed to find a way to open Kara's back door, which was
not easy, then walked inside and looked at the others. She pointed to Lana,
"I sense you my mother in the spirit....I sense you at the table are my brother
and sisters...I want to know why my new father felt like giving me a spanking
when I first imagined him in my thoughts...what did I do?"
Lana came over, picked up Stephanie, imagined her smaller, and spun her above
her head. She put her down and Stephanie as her usual size. Lana sat her
down, herself sitting down. "Forgive your father, for he knows not what he
had said...that is your key and your blessing."
"I will, and I do", the child nodded with her hand, understanding - somehow
- the mystery of faith in those words.
Then a hesitation, and Lisa-1 felt the power of Darth's mind scanning the
cosmos and beyond. She pointed to Lana, "do something, your husband is on
a witch hunt."
The others were aware only faintly of the vast mental imagery now upon them
- Darth's mind spanning time and space and incomrephensible speed searching
for a faint sense of the same Eternal Being that may have caused a will of
a planet to align a structure in such a way that it would be break. Further
and further, the sense of the incomprehensible ever so strong in all there
minds, and then amid the vastness a small image of Darth standing before
a brilliant lightning like light, then a flow and words forming in the vastness
- one micron close, and I will die, Holy Spirit refrain.
Darth's mind stopped, in the vision beyond words to fathom, he turned, and
then back across depths of space and beyond his mind as if closing gateway
after gateway until it was closed and he was on the lawn setting again.
"Your hammer head God, that's who that was", Darth pointed to the Rabbi who
imagined a notebook in his hand and wrote down, "in that case, Stephanie
our responsibility."
The woman with them glanced at the Rabbi, "I don't know what you are talking
about...the tongue of Angels I guess..but yes, I accept what I understood,
our blessing came from the Lord God of Israel who gave our kind permission
to develop our separate way."
Stephanie was sitting on Lana's lap in the house, a tear in her, she feeling
that her "imaginary father friend" did not like her. Lana made her go to
her "imaginary friend" again. She did, carefully, imagining exactly how to
walk through the big room at the back of Kara's house and open the door and
she walked down a few steps and came rushing to her new "imaginary friend
dad" and stopped short, hands clasped neatly behind.
"Why are you so sensitive", Darth asked, "do you love your parents in ordinary
life? Have they ever hurt you?"
"No, never, and I like them lots", Stephanie replied, "but they talk lots
in a smart way about Jehovah and make me listen and", she shook her head
in the negative, that is not always special to me."
She came closer, sat down, stretcher her legs out, studying Darth. She leant
against him, in a way suggesting she was testing his reaction. "You I feel
will like me...I have many friends and adult friends like me too."
"I love you already, I am just sore and tired", Darth replied putting his
arm around her. She leant against him and, responding to Lana's will who
was keeping an eye on Stephanie, she imagined a lollipop in her hand.
Lana came out with a baby in white, the baby representing a stronger spirit
in Stephanie. Lana sat down next to Darth and handed him the baby, "she needs
a change."
"Excuse me", Darth replied as he took the baby, "I have three wives but I
have to change nappies."
"All good husbands sometimes change nappies", Lana replied and stood up,
leaving Darth with a baby in his arms whose nappy looked soiled.
"This is just the imagination, no smell here, you can stay as you are", Darth
muttered as he swayed with the baby.
"Dad, I will change this, I see my mother doing this", Stephanie lifted herself
up, took the baby from his arms, then imagined herself with the baby on the
lawn and she with pins in her mouth undoing a dirty nappy, holding her nose
with two fingers as she lifted the nappy and tossed it away.
Darth stood up, walked about awkwardly, one hand holding his back. Theo worked
out why, had to do with the fall in ordinary life, "bad?", he asked.
"Physician heal thyself, as it is written somewhere", the Rabbi while sympathetic
mused.
"I know...I know", Darth replied, "and I could heal the wound where the metal
dug in...and no one would ever know...it is not much of a wound but hurts
like hell...but then I would not know what pain the children of God endure
and experience...my Father is a rather meticulous scientist in many ways...he
would not approve of me using any God powers for "unofficial" business such
as healing or miracles. As it is written, God does things only once for demonstration
purposes. And Jesus had the honor of being able to heal. And that part is
a shame..because sometimes when I see a disabled person, or someone who lost
a leg or arm, I would love to use some of the forces in my spirit."
Darth sat down next to the woman, "my Lady...I have an injury...may require
a blood transfusion...persuade me in such a way as I will believe, that it
is against God's law to have blood transfusions."
"I am not your wife, hope to be just a friend", the woman replied, "I don't
want to tackle you on this subject right now but in time I hope to interest
you in a discussion on this in a proper holy way."
"Ah...proper holy way", Darth said, he standing, walking, holding his back
where the pain was, "that is our Rabbi's specialty."
The woman, now locked onto the will of Helen, Lisa-1, and Lana, who were
helping her form feelings and thoughts from the depths of her spirit by blocking
foolish thoughts, pondered. She finally said, her flow nice, not threatening,
pleasant, "well...all right...I will do this with the Rabbi first if he does
not mind", she pointed to the Rabbi, the signals she was to use being taught
to her by Helen, "but ultimately you alone are of interest to me".
"Ah...you have faith in me...then discuss this with Theo, that's his speciality",
Darth replied as he pointed to the theologian.
"You are very smart, father...dad", Stephanie was sitting quietly, a pencil
in her hand, white pages in front of her, she quite impressed by her new
telepathic father walking around like anyone who just had a fall and was
comforting the aching part.
The woman stood up, made Darth stop his lamenting, and stood before, "all
right...the rules of our understanding are now written in my heart and in
my spirit...until death us do part I am supposed to say apparently, Helen
said so, I hardly know your wives but already feel close to them in my heart."
"Ah, in which case you want to marry one of my wives and not me", Darth replied,
"I have always found that situation so amusing, the three are very much real
women, that I actually always gave them permission for this...they never
came close to marrying or wanting to marry a woman."
The woman paused, wondered, then lowered her head, "I have no real chance
against you...the spirit in me is tiny...compared to yours...I submit to
your grace", she stood in that position.
The Rabbi, considering how elegant and lady like and attractive the woman
looked, moved closer to Stephanie and whispered, "maybe your new imaginary
dad would like to give this woman a spanking? Might appeal to him more."
Stephanie took one look, then stood, walked to Darth, by the hand land him
aside and whispered, "that funny old man", she pointed at the Rabbi, "said
something naughty...I thought you said he was Holy."
"He is...he was trying to please his God, me in this case, by offering to
me something a man's fantasy might...ah...you are too young to explain this
too, all right, he was being a touch naughty", Darth replied.
The woman turned, glanced at the Rabbi, came and sat next to him, made sure
her dress was neat as she sat down, "very amusing...you would please the
Lord your God by whatever means you can. How do you know your God", she pointed
at Darth, "can be tempted."
From the depths of his being, after some soul searching, a flow from the
Rabbi that all heard, "because I love him as a man...a friend...that is why
I thought of this, not because I accept him as the Lord my God, or the Law
as Jews in the spirit refer to some men."
"Why do you love him so?", the woman asked.
The Rabbi stood up, seemed nervous, took her aside, "why? If you only knew!
He battled on his own....God knows how...an army of Jewish Noble Houses...powerful
and strong telepathy group...to win the hand of his Jewish wife, Helen, with
whom they were friends for years but later their love became strong....he
did something no Jew in the spirit believed possible...not because God was
with him, but that is possible, but because the power of love and determination
in him conquered a mountain impossible for non Jews to understand."
Helen was now also with them, she sitting neatly next to Darth, placing her
arm across his shoulder. Darth flowed to the Rabbi, "yes, well, if I knew
she would give me over...how many?...fifteen children in the spirit, I doubt
I would have tried."
"That goes both ways", Helen glanced at him.
"She did allow you to have two other wives", Theo pointed out.
"But she failed to explain to them a matter...so both are convinced beyond
a doubt the will of God is on their side, and they think it is really they
that give Helen permission to remain wife", Darth flowed back.
"Oversight on my part...I regret so much!", Helen explained. She stood up,
walked to the new woman, "give yourself a name among us...remain in the state
you were called...let your faith be sufficient for you...if in future you
need to make love to my husband", she pointed to Darth, "once I will allow
you to blend with me....he does not even have to know...or can know...can
imagine it you even, depends if he is in my good books or not at the time.
If he isn't, he sees me only, but if he is, I can make it more interesting
for him by him seeing you not me but knowing it is I. A male fantasy, useful
sometimes to explore."
"Thank you", the woman replied, actually pleased by the thought.
Stephanie was sitting diligently writing all this down. Helen came to her,
took the notebook and tore that page out, "no, sweetheart, you are only nine,
you cover your ears when you think adult talk. Do or else...I mean it."
"Yes, mum", the child replied sensing a certain parental authority in this
woman.
They silenced their telepathy to hear flows from the new girl..."now my imaginary
friend is real...I just know it...he is a man much like my father...I am
sure he is even nicer...I love this...ought I tell someone about this?"
"Tell no one", Helen flowed back after tuning into the exact and precise
telepathy channel.
Cindy also came out of the house and sat next to Helen. Cindy was about to
alter the setting to her American house but Helen blocked her, looking firmly,
saying to her, "no, when I am attending to very important needs of one your
sisters or brothers, you do not get me cross at me, you do not interrupt
me...silence your thougths now."
"Yes, mum", Cindy pulled her legs up and slumped her head on her knees.
The woman was now sitting next to the Rabbi and Theo the theologian. She
said to Darth, "Jehovah preach the coming of the kingdom...it is among us
now, the new Jerusalem has begun to fall from the sky."
"Don't advertise that", Darth replied, "then, if it does not work, people
will have something else to blame on God....if it does not work out as you
think it might...does God want to put you on a leash and lead you to the
glory land? You decide what glory land is, and He might help you build it."
The woman, aided by Helen and Lana, used her Jehovah will for the first time
and imagined herself outside a Jehovah Witness temple in Kiama, south of
Sydney, a beach resort town. Images close to ordinary life. She, sensing
the imagery very strong, asked, "you been here?"
"Often", Darth replied, "not the Hall, just the area."
Using her will, she now, learning quickly from Helen how to do this, imagined
herself with Darth in a park in Kiama. The memory was Darth's, this she knew,
and at the time with him was his wife Anne, this she sensed, but now in the
setting she was sitting with him on a blanket and handing him a salad roll
while they both sat listening to an orchestra at the front.
"How do you like Stephanie so far?", she asked as she searched in a picnic
basket.
"Nice, very sensitive though", Darth replied.
She took out a bottle of beer, opened it, gave it to Darth, "I don't personally
approve...am rather an orthodox Jehovah Witness...but I make an exception
in your case."
"Can I have a cigarette as well", Darth mused.
"Don't be so clever with me", she replied, "I am only learning this...and
my thoughts seem a million miles above the planet as I see this image...and
I hope I will be normal tomorrow...it is night...I can not sleep."
"You will see the vision of Saint Paul, with the vision a feeling that will
help to restore the normal state of your physical body", Darth replied, "but
there is no rush....tell me your thoughts please."
"I am actually dead", the woman asked seriously as she imagined a pack of
cigarettes in her hand, "because it feels like I have died and gone to heaven."
"Yes, but you don't need to know that for a fact", Darth replied, "your body
will awaken properly...but spare a thought for Helen...it could have been
you...would you easily cope with putting together so many new Life in the
Spirit groups, each according to their personal religious preference? So
many children each with a determination and smartness of their own?"
"I will spare a thought for her", the woman replied. "Why aren't you imagining
to light that cigarette?"
"I did not want one, just teasing you", Darth replied as he neatly tossed
the pack into thrash can.
"Nice shot....you can do that in real life? That bin is far away", she asked.
"No, wish I could", Darth mused.
She moved closer to him then leant against him, "I believe in you already...I
do not need convincing."
"What is it that you believe about me?", Darth asked.
"That God has touched you, is using you to explain to many mysteries of life,
of faith, and much more", she replied.
Darth stood up, again feeling the pain in his back, and began to pace about
and complain, "I wish I had someone to complain about, about my Father (i.e.
the God). You think communicating with him is easy? You would think a life-form
so smart could pick up a simple language such as English in no time - but
no, billions of fields coming together is how he explains and conveys, this
to balance needs, reality, hopes, aspirations, confusion, what not, and it
took my poor primitive brain five years to be able to translate some of these
thoughts into English, and into appropriate flows. And the vast visions these
forces can form...that to took my brain sometimes to form into visuals I
can understand."
"But I am not as young as I used to be", the woman smiled warmly, "but I
am not that old, my daughter being only nine...but even so...let us get started
on a proper Jehovah Witness Life in the Spirit group. How do I begin?"
"Choose the setting, the visuals, which you like best from the cover of your
magazines", Darth sat down but holding his back indicating in real-life his
back was in pain, "talk about the ideals you personally see in such imagery...that
would do for a start...in time...after Stephanie is married and has her second
child in ordinary life...she will take over...she might decide what you had
put together is not fitting for your people...whatever she decided, so the
will shall be set."
"I like you...maybe love in some way already", the woman flowed nicely, "if
I offered myself as a sacrifice and desired to become a Catholic wife of
the faith, have I a chance?"
"Once you get to know Helen, you will appreciate her determination is absolute...the
most beautiful, sensual, with the nicest personality, whatever their ages,
women in the world could not move her aside." Darth replied.
"I don't blame her", the woman replied softly, "she has won a prize no human
mind can comprehend...the majesty and glory of being the wife of the Holy
Spirit."
"Hmm", Darth replied and forced the woman's mind to a vision, a memory, of
an interaction with Helen. In the setting it was World War II, and he in
a Nazi uniform, and she in female Nazi uniform. They stood on a platform
while a train arrived carrying lovely people to be slaughtered by the Nazis.
The woman now saw herself in this setting and heard Helen say, "no, I do
this with you, let's do this better, last time was shit."
Before long the woman knew Helen and Darth were doing this in real time.
The imagery strong. Darth pointed to the new woman, "there, a Jehovah Witness...they
too were targetted by the Nazis...therefore...some history of the death camps
might be an appropriate contemplation for her?"
Helen, in her Nazi uniform but a very brief skirt (and her legs were long
and petite and most sexy) turned to the woman, a clipboard in her hand, saying,
"there was a time when I was convinced beyond a doubt he was the Holy Spirit...
I said I would do anything for him...sensing I was not confused...sensing
I would not physically do such a thing...I did not know at the time he sensed
this first....he told me if this was so, then I should kill both my daughters
in ordinary life. I knew then in my heart that no human being on this planet
has true faith in God - except him", Helen pointed to Darth.
The woman was looking about this setting and was clearly nervous, the setting
too strong, too real. She said to Darth, a tremor in her voice, "I feel that
any stronger with this effect and it will be possible for me to be here...then...as
it was....how can this be?"
"On the basis of what I said", Darth replied, "sure, compete with her if
you want...but it is not something so wonderful to commit adultery which
is what a Faith Marriage basically requires...so be clear why you want to
compete."
Helen had moved aside, walked to a long seat. She sat down. The skirt she
wore, a black one, was so brief the full length of her legs were an attraction
Darth found hard to focus away. While standing net to the woman he shook
his head and said, "those legs of hers can drive a man crazy with desire!"
"I am sure that is true, I wouldn't know", the woman replied as she glanced
at Helen sitting in solitude. In the setting, so real it was, there were
men in military uniform pushing people from train carriages onto the platform.
Darth turned to the woman, "the Jewish community decided long ago that anytime
anything like the Nazi's were born...they would be exterminated...they set
a technique in place to trace such a thing...they found it, of all places,
in Australian Local Courts. Their mind technology responded automatically,
striking all Australian Magistrates and Judges. Believe this or not,
I don't know how much you heard, the Natural Telepaths are actually doing
many a favor by taking them away from the clutches of Jewish mind technology.
The point being...form your Life in the Spirit group but ignore what you hear
about Natural Telepath strikes against Australian Magistrates and Judges.
Do this, and you are welcome among us."
"I do", the woman nodded and decided to find a way out of the setting because
Darth was so focused on his wife's legs, that she reasoned she did not want
to see or understand what the two do together in such settings when alone.
As she was loosing the imagery in her head, she saw Sara and Cindy entwine
into this setting. Sara had a white paper in her hand. She saw Helen, glanced
at Darth, gulped, then said, "I will be quick dad...just sign this please."
Without looking, Darth imagined signing the white paper. Sara and Cindy quickly
faded, forming the setting of the will level at Kara's house. Sara put the
white paper on the desk and showed all her sisters, "I got it! Permission
to wear shorter skirts in some settings...dad's signature on it...beaut!"
"Sara, that was so wicked of you", Cindy said but she was much impressed
by Sara's calculated entry into her father's will setting.
"So?", Sara shrugged, "I sense well and sense when....you know...I can get
away with something, not always certain of the reason, that one surprised
me....but...anyway, if you knew how old-fashioned our telepathic parents
really were, some simple things so hard to get permission for, you would
understand why us siblings found so many ways to get around them."
A few hours later, by this time Kara's house was crowded, Helen and Darth
entwined back into this setting. Helen brushing back her long hair, looking
about, not sure what she ought to be doing. "Come and help prepare, dear",
Lisa-1 said to Helen as she was bringing a tray of appetisers to the main
table, "I can guess what you have been doing."
Helen gave her a look and walked to the kitchen, putting an apron on.
The girls were sitting at the table, most biting on red apples, and looking
and questioning Stephanie who seemed young but ever so clever. She wore now
a slightly yellowish dress, similar to Lisa or Amy and yet different, more
modern, in style and color. Stephanie explained to the others as she bit
an apple, "mum, that mum", she pointed to Lana standing in the room with
two scholars, she still looking like a woman nine month's pregnant, "showed
me how to imagine this new dress on me. I also want dad, that man", she pointed
to Darth now with a group of Theologians, "to give me a bath cause I know
what that means and I am still young enough not to feel too silly about a
man giving me a bath."
Darth was explaining to what clearly was a Jehovah's Witness Life in the
Spirit group. All it took was one woman to form a "will" with Lisa-1, or
Lana or Helen, and she could bring other's through to the setting. Darth
was saying to the men, "gentlemen..each distinct religious group keep one
another honest...cause we can loose sight of our mission...happened to the
Jewish Life in the Spirit, then Catholics, even the solid Islamic ones lost
faith for a time...everyone starts thinking all this could be explained by
science. Sure, by a science this galaxy will never develop enough to understand.
Little difference aside, such as is this right or wrong, personal opinions
really these, we all believe in the same God."
"Dear, please give your new daughter a bath, she is pestering me about this",
Lana said.
Darth turned to see Stephanie standing with Lana and tugging at her gown.
Darth muttered under his breath, then walked to Stephanie and took her hand,
"all right, down the hall."
They walked down, Stephanie stopping asking which was her room in her "imagination"
in this house. Darth explained. They walked into the bathroom. Stephanie
imagined the bath had water with soap bubbles, imagined herserl naked, and
imagined Darth picking her up and putting her in the water. She imagined
a sponge and gave it to him, "back first please dad....and I will wash my
private parts on my own later when you are not here."
Darth was feeling very tired by now from the mental strain of, at times,
maintaining strong visual imagery. He closed his eyes as he washed her back,
at times feeling like he was fading out of telepathy. Stephanie sensed this
each time, and turned, "dad, don't leave me alone in the water...I am too
small."
After a while she imagined herself being dried by her new father, then she
put on her dress, and together they walked out. Stephanie rushed back, sat
at the table, saying to the siblings, "I am clean now...dad gave me a bath."
"Dad, want to give me a bath?", Jarah asked, she standing up, musing, biting
a red apple. (in ordinary life Jarah was over twenty-one but among them she
chose to remain eighteen.)
"If your mother doesn't mind, I could be tempted", Darth replied. This brought
a giggle from Amy and Lisa who covered their mouths with their hands and
looked at Jarah curious how she will respond. Jarah glanced, amused, at Helen,
who in turn gave her a stern look.
Stephanie, not quite appreciating the humor, looked at Jarah and said, "you
too big...are you my sister too?"
Jarah imagined Stephanie smaller and lifted her, spinning with the child
under a light, as she did deep visions of the "holy" nature of God formed
in Stephanie's head.
"Wow, what a thrill", Stephanie said when she was put down and was her normal
nine year old size.
"Weren't you at all embarrassed by dad giving you a bath?", Sara asked as
she bit her red apple.
"A bit, yes", Stephanie replied and reached for an apple herself, these in
baskets on the table.